So we are OFFICIALLY in the new house. The address has been
changed in all the required places and the kitchen is unpacked. There are boxes
in every room. I know the majority of the boxes will remain untouched and
continue to taunt me for years to come, but the KITCHEN IS UNPACKED.
So how is everyone handling it?
The cat’s first order was to pee on everything. He has now
been banished to either the basement or outside. Since there are no feral
neighborhood cats to fend off anymore, I think he’s quite happy.
The dog “ran away”. I use quotation marks because I think it
was more of a casual meandering, smelling her way through the new neighborhood.
No matter how casual it was on her part, we spent one long sleepless night
exploring the neighborhood with flashlights. We didn’t find her. Instead, she
found someone getting ready to leave for work at 4:45 AM!! They called us and
Hubs hightailed it to pick her up.
The girls adjusted the best to the new house. It probably
has something to do with our increased intake of fast food and more outside
playtime.
My extrovert of a husband is socializing with all the neighbors and inviting everyone to tour our new castle. He’s
generally enjoying the new digs.
This girl? This routine, predictable, OCD, introvert? She is not
handing it all so well. I’m like a long-tailed cat in a room full of rocking
chairs, unable to get comfortable, relax and generally settle in. My anxiety is
on overdrive. I’m contemplating medicating myself.
The list of what I want to do to the house is a mile long
and I want to do it NOW. Conversely, I don’t want to spend all my valuable time
doing house stuff and miss out on time with my baby girls. They are just
growing too fast. I am paralyzed by enormity of it all.
Then there is the old
house. The house we are trying to rent, but still doesn’t have a tenant. The house
that can’t be ignored and needs cleaned, painted, maintained and PAID FOR. Oh No, here comes the panic.
Please be kind to my family, they have a crazy woman to deal
with right now.